Is anyone out there?

Is anyone out there?? I sit here in this Dr.'s office.. Shaking my legs ..hands trembling .. Just trying to make it through this appointment.. This waiting room. Is there anyone out there that feels what I feel. I want to just run out of here, run back home. The place where if feel safe (most of the time).. The seconds seem like hours... People around me watching Tv, playing with their babies, smiling and I'm just trying to survive this. Can anyone relate?..Today I have decided to start writing a blog. To share thoughts, find out if anyone out there can relate, find out if there is anyone like me out there. Am I alone?