My Agoraphobic Pregnancy

     Well I am glad to say I finally stopped throwing up, but sad to say that the pregnancy hormones have not only worsened my anxiety/agoraphobia but I have also been fighting what feels like a whole new mental illness. I really don't know what it is. I can best describe it as horrendous intrusive thoughts and nonstop panic attacks. I am not functional anymore. I can not even get in the car without major problems. When I started writing this blog I had gotten much better and was focused on traveling but now I have been knocked to the bottom floor or actually the basement as far as my progress is concerned. I wish I had something my cheerful to write about but this blog is me and the truth is I'm struggling.